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tml's the o'levels chinese paper and i'm soooo stressed out now. i really wanna get an a1. ughhh. it seriously sucks when ppl look down on you. eg, miss loo. she said that i was a b3/a2 case, that if i was lucky, i would get a2, if i wasn't, then a b3. i proved her wrong by getting a1 for SA, and sum of those whom she said would get distinction, ppl like joefina, xinhui, they got an a2. i wanna prove her and sum of my frenx who look down on me wrong. thanks though, to those who have confidence in me. you know who you are.

will i succeed in getting the a1?

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i'm back! bro finally lifted the ban on internet.. these days haven't exactly been good for me.. hai.

[7th may] watched van helsing with alvin and xinhui.. show was quite nice larh.. we bought simple plan cd for alvin..

[8th may] went for my first cell group meeting.. was late.. =X cuz went to orchard before that with alvin, shuling and xinhui.. we bought a beanie for alvin.. darn ex! $39.. so anyway, the ppl there are quite nice.. friendly.. i wasn't left out or anything.. then two girls darn nice.. samantha and debra. yups. then during the intro, landy blurted: you live in yew tee and study in bbss right? was stunned.. lol. then it turned out that we played bball together? and he was on the opp team. dunno leh. dun remember. but he remembers.

[9th may] had combined service.. the kids performed a short skit. so cute! then pastor v. funny.. then the topic was erm.. on how to be a gd husband/wife. lol. then finishing that time, pastor told us to pray.. then i pray until halfway almost dozed off. hehs. oh, the more i know of shirley, the nicer she seems! yups. rawks my socks.

[10th may] ahhhhhhh. mood-swinging away.. cried 4times in class. cry until v. jialat. eyes and face red red.. then tears like wun stop flowing.. v. unstable.. then mrs goh say me.. so i darn angry.. angry until got tears. then alvin gave me tissue paper.. but i threw it on the floor. then mrs goh said: dun act gentleman larh. make her cry then give her tissue.. then almost whole class mistaken that alvin made me cry. aiyos. it's not larh. i was angry over mrs goh, not alvin lor! mrs goh darn gd at pushing blame mann.. then umar gave me tissue also.. so nice right? but i threw it at alvin.. horrible day..

[11th may] alvin's bdae.. but didn't give him pressies, cuz already gave on fri and sat.. that simple plan cd, and beanie.. he got lots of nice stuff.. his mum gave him dc shoes, dad gave him $200, he got the cd he wanted (simple plan), he got the beanie he wanted, his brother bought him the computer game he wanted, plus his auntie dunno give what. but he got what he wanted larh. so, he had a nice bdae larhh. i wore specs in class.. then they were saying i look more 'si wen', look nicer.. then sum said i look better in specs. thank you thank you. but i still prefer contacts. dun like specs larhh. summore contacts i only need to wear one side. lol.

[12th may] kindda mood-swinging away. sorry to everyone who was affected.. got back my chinese paper2 results.. 69.5/80 but wasn't really happy. dunno why.. it's like, first time i get highest in class.. but wasn't happy. lately feeling down. hai. then never do bible study, never do new life kit also. ahhhhhhhh. sumone save me! then chester suddenly came to mind.. dunno why. then it's like.. i dunno how to say larh. hope he's doing fine. in fact, hope all of you are doing fine. take care.. =/

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went to church today.. woke up at 6 cuz had to meet mentor at 9.. you know larh, i'm a master at dilly-dallying, thus need to wake up early. was darn tired, cuz yesterday went to bukit timah hill with alvin and xinhui.. after that we went gabriel's house to play tennis and swim.. then they ordered pizza and we watched long time dead. scary! i kept using the pillow to cover my eyes.. then alvin and xinhui kept trying to scare me! -grumbles- so i poked alvin and he practically flew up.. he's v. sensitive to pokes, you see. haha. anyway today i met up with shirley, my mentor.. she went thru sum stuff with me from the new life kit and then went for service. one impt thing i learnt from today's sermon- do not worry. God will provide, and worry is like, the opposite of faith. God is a faithful God, He can be trusted. for he is Holy. thus do not worry! it'll be like, practically a sin.

shirley asked me if i wanted to continue attending COR, as in be a regular, a member of the church. i told her most probably, and she asked me if i wanted to enter a cell group and i said okay, thus i'm going to church again this sat, she's bringing me around to let me choose a cell group which i wanna enter. may my faith in God grow! =D

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