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25.08.04

i dunno what's gotten into me, but everything seems to be going wrong for me. friendships. grades. my christian growth. i try to reach out, in hope sumone will break my fall. but no, there's no one there to catch me. and i never seem to be good enough, do i? i'm just a violent, stupid, useless girl. isn't that what most people think? i wish i could turn a blind eye to everything, and stop feeling all the sadness i feel. life sucks.

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23.08.04

life pretty much sucks? i got an a2 for my chinese o'levels. and i screwed up today's english o'level oral exam. and sum ppl are just obviously using me. with such 'frenx', who needs enemies? the only gd thing that happened today was that my bro lifted the internet ban after one and a half months. bleahx. but i guess i should just trust that God works for the good of those who luvs him. =/

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