___forever be true

17.o3.o5
i never did have a
close relationship with God.
it's not that He wasn't willing.
it was always me who turned away.
but as i finally take baby steps
to building my relationship with Him,
He is still there for me.
i can sense it. and i realised
He has certainly blessed me.
more than i deserve. in fact,
i dun deserve any blessings
from Him. why would i?
but i thank Him for always providing
and sending angels into my life (:

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14.o3.o5
part of chat with shiyi..

him:
thought u so cool then
online totally diff. lor..
me:
i online how?
him:
more talkative la..
him:
when face to face
u super cool lor..
me:
got mehs?
him:
got!
him:
dun believe ask boonyang
me:
he also think so mehs?
him:
haha.. ya la.. he thinks so too

ppl think i'm cool!!
hubby why you never tell me
you thought i was cool?
anyway your friend shiyi is bad.
he ditched me to slp. hmmph.

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11.o3.o5
i've commited 'adultery'
in a sense. hah. being lame x)
got a new so-called laogong.
he's none other than
shihui's darling. ahah.
betrayed my so-called wife.
LOL. part of msn chat yesterday,
after lines of crap..

him:
...... and we will
be the happiest couple ever!
him:
please come back to me
be my darl darl
him:
half of my life is history
bcuz of u..
him:
lets create the 2nd part
of out life together ba!
him:
will u please marry me??!!
me:
omgomg. i wanna faint. ahah.
we SUPER LAME LARHS!

and he said it was only 10%
of his crapping skills. gosh.

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o9.o3.o5
i dunno what has cum over me
BUT once again, i feel lost.
struggling with life once more.
the rare times i feel happy
are those spent with my friends.
mind you, not just any. i'm picky.
hah. it's just so weird that
those whom you thought knew you
turns out not to, and yet those
whom you've known for only a short while
understands you so much more.
withdrawing frm MI this friday,
just so we can skip the walkathon. LOL.
gonna miss my dear o5A2 friends ):
already planned to go out on weds
and we're gonna x-change pressies.
plus we've agreed to meet up
at least once a month. rocks.

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