___forever be true

29.o8.o5

made the boyfriend cross. AGAIN.
nvm, it's all my fault. sighs.
seriously, i think i've failed.
not only as a girlfriend, but
also as a friend. stupid me.
i'm nth but a failure. i suck )):
stay away from me. pffffft.

scribbled` 2:26 PM

24.o8.o5

feeling alot less stressed,
now that grade8 exam is over ((:
hope i passed or $4000+ is wasted.
sumone said i'm a bad gf. oh well.
i know i'm not v. gd, but bad gf?
maybe my reaction to sumthing
was too big, but i'm a bad gf?
thought he abit asking for it.
but we're still happily together.
sparks flying like nobody's business.
that's why malaysia was so foggy.
LOL. talk cock only lah. hahaha.
<3 THE BOYFRIEND LOADS ANYWAY.

scribbled` 3:30 PM

15.o8.o5

watched fireworks with the boyfriend.
i must say, who you watch them with
really does makes a difference. heh.
having him so close by, being with him
makes me a happy girl. call me silly
but anything that has to do with him
makes me happy. even ji-gou-pa (x
koh poh tee said that i finally smiled,
she better buy toto today. sheesh.
we are as happy as can be. we dun need you. shoo. you're an ASS.

scribbled` 2:41 PM

13.o8.o5

watched wedding crashers with him.
great show, but nc-16 (sexual content)
hahaha. cleared my drawer last night
& there were loads of unneccesary stuff.
neoprints, a neocard, 90+ lucky stars,
a letter & cards, glow-in-the-dark hearts..
neoprints&card were cut in half, then thrown.
sort of marks a clean beginning, i guess.
hopefully ALL IRRITANTS will be get rid of,
& we will have our happy ending ((:

scribbled` 9:41 PM

1o.o8.o5

this is designated for sumone.
if you're not the person who
HAVE FEELINGS FOR MY BOYFRIEND,
the words aren't for you.
pls dun read it if you know
i'm not referring to you.
can't stop you from reading,
but trust you have integrity.
so skip to bottom of the entry;
the black words part (:

i dun share MY GUY. in other words, stop it.
you should know who you are. unless you are stupid.
or super thick-skinned. whatever the case, get lost.
go away. i dun like you. i know of things,
which will make you v. hurt. just dun want to say.
but if this continues on, dun say i didn't warn you.
thought you were my friend. but, fiend more like it.

to kaypohs who read it when
it's none of their business,
shame on you. i trusted you.
anyway, a joint-blog soon.
no prizes for guessing by who..
do i hear debbie cheering? (x

scribbled` 12:32 PM

o8.o8.o5

annoyed by two ppl. hmmph.
koh poh tee & sumone else.
arghh. get out of my life.
you're not wanted. i dun need you.
only bringing me unhappiness.
shoo. GET LOST.
he's MINE, not yours. & he never was yours. make me angry & you'll regret.

scribbled` 12:24 PM

o7.o8.o5

4e5 steamboat was alright.
had no idea yesterday was
ndp preview.. fireworks display
took place right in front of us.
hah. but was abit unhappy,
cuz of sumthing.. sighs.
anyway, the boyfriend is so nice.
sent me home again. heh.
felt bad he had to take cab home
with midnight surcharge again
he's forever spoiling me.
i'm not complaining though. heh.
so happy he's mine. thanks sweetie,
for every single thing. luv you ((:
borborborborbor!

scribbled` 11:33 AM

o6.o8.o5

if you asked me..
i doubt i'm a gd girlfriend.
a moment of insanity led to
me blabbering on&on abt
sumthing i shldn't have said.
yet it was gd to tell him
what i really feel. oh well.
sad things aside, it was GREAT
to meet up with bbss friends.
xieai, yikping, hanning & yuzheng!
missed the times i had with them..
plus, 4e5 steamboat later ((:

scribbled` 11:02 AM

o3.o8.o5

i think life will have to revolve
ard piano until the end of grade8 exam.
which is only like, 2.5 weeks more.
shit. just started on aural,
& haven't even finish scales lah.
just hope i can pass, even if it's
on the dot. just a PASS will do.
dun hope for much. sighs.
in a lousy mood again.
hmmph. shan't elaborate.

scribbled` 8:04 PM

o2.o8.o5

four months of bliss already :D
i'm one happy girl. yays.
attached to one great boyfriend
who dotes on me so much.
plus, he's one sweetie. awwwww.
luv you always

scribbled` 4:39 PM