___forever be true

23.o2.o6
i'm so DEAD. macroecons tmr,
there's so much to cover but
totally no mood to study ):
today was nice. had breakfast
with darling which he spent
most of it laughing at me.
both of us ate so much we
shitted. ahahs. sounds gross
BUT ITS SUPER FUNNY LAHS.
then we were supposed to
study but we did anything
except studying. hohoho.

scribbled` 8:13 PM

22.o2.o5
the many late nights have
taken its toll on me. sighs.
i've grown a pimple at the
inner fold of my right eye.
YUCKS. i dun really know how
to describe it. looks like
yellow eye shit at the corner
of the right eye. just that
it is actually a pimple. ):
no wonder my right eye hurted
the whole of today -sulks-
but at least, me & darling
are fine again. mwahaha.

scribbled` 12:21 AM

16.o2.o6

sometimes i really feel lost.
you keep changing so rapidly
that its impossible for me to
catch up. for each step i take,
you take three more away.. ):
you are no longer the guy i
used to know. though change is
the only constant in this world,
you change far too much. STOP.
before things get out of control.

scribbled` 2:05 PM

13.o2.o6

this waited for me, in my inbox.
find a guy who calls you beautiful
instead of hot. who calls you back
when you hang up on him. who will
stay awake just to watch you sleep.
wait for the guy who kisses your
forehead. who wants to show you
off to the world when you're in
your sweats. who holds your hand
in front of his friends. wait for
the one who is constantly reminding
you of how much he cares abt you &
how lucky he is to have you. wait
for the one who turns to his friends
& says, ".. that's her."

i think you are beautiful. (no pun)
i call you back even when you hang
up on me. i'm willing to stay awake
just to watch you slp. i wld luv to
kiss yr forehead. i want to show you
off to the world, even when you're
dressed shabbily. i will hold yr
hand in front of my friends,
constantly remind you how much i
care abt you, & how lucky i am. i
will turn to my friends & say,
".. thats him"

scribbled` 12:40 AM

1o.o2.o5

what do you do when yr vision
is all blurred, because your
eyes are so full of tears? ):
cried non-stop on the train.
as i walked the long & lonely
path home. i want to be happy.
why are other couples so loving
& sweet. i want you to smile,
because you are happy with me.
cuz you do cherish me. cuz you
really do luv me, & accept me.
i want the things that you ever
said to me be true. i really want.
will that day ever come..

scribbled` 9:23 PM

o9.o2.o5
hope darling is slping soundly
& feels better in the morning.
sighs. everyone is falling sick.
including me. which I DUN WANT ):
no aircon tonight, cuz i've got
the irritating sniffles. pfffft.
luckily no more feeling of nausea.
lately, i've got MANY cravings.
now i feel like eating kuaychap.
go figure. & no, i'm not pregnant.
as quoted by the darling: wo dou
hai mei you shuang! in other words,
he did nth. so you tell me how to
conjure a baby out of nowhere.
unless, you take the daryl logic
& insist he slpwalked (& did it).
but slpwalk frm boonlay to yew tee?
shifu must be dreaming. hurhur.

scribbled` 1:26 AM

o2.o2.o5
after one whole wk of non-stop
quarrelling.. we're fine agn :D
you asked me if things wld be
like that if she nv existed.
oh, no doubt we will still have
our bickerings.. though LESSER.
but dun want to waste entry space
on insignificant stuff.. f5f5f5
but wanna bitch summore. how ah.
sumtimes i really feel like ranting,
spilling the beans on everything
though it will hurt her feelings.
but i dun care abt her feelings
cuz she dun care abt mine either.
okok. better stop saying liao.
on a happier note, HAPPY 10MTHS!
& happy bdae to shifu daryl. heh.

scribbled` 2:05 AM