21.o5.o6 met up with minmin & joyce again :D many funny, stupid stuff happened.. (its always the case when we meet up) spent alot on food, almost $20 each. we acted like a bunch of sua gus in nydc, taking photos & stuff. LOL. then trawled marina square till our legs almost gave way. then headed to pasar malam at clementi but the stalls were mostly closed cuz it was 11plus. we're meeting on mon again for dinner. food again. fat ah -prods tummy-
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18.o5.o6 am BRAIN DEAD. very dead. ayee. finally done my tutorials BUT still lagging behind time ): so not prepared for tmr's quiz, got to complete e-learning stuff & got to work tmr, 4-10. sighs. but my biggest fan is cheering me on & is always behind me. yays. (though he's currently dota-ing. so much for moral support eh.) but nvm -flings hands in air-
my biggest fan..
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Your Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way!
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.
16.o5.o6 unhappy stuff been piling up. feeling down -pulls hair out- & i think i'm getting sick. just wanna isolate myself & shut the whole world out now. yet, i want some company ; someone to hold my hand thru. -SIGHS-
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15.o5.o6 i like, yet i dread alw classes. was quite happy when the tch said i did well for assignment2 though i have no idea how 'well'. alw is the only module where i can enjoy, slack yet do well. maybe cuz i'm arts-inclined. BUT think i screwed up today's impromptu presentation. ayee. waiting for essay assignment, i'm much better with words :D suppose that's why i like letters & stuff.. ahh. shan't say anymore. partly why i dread alw lessons; 4 straight hrs of literary stuff, in the wee hrs (8-12) is killer. only found out today that one grp member is called boon hong. nth special except you minus ho, replace with ya & there you go.
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14.o5.o6 PFFFFT. dug this out frm my folder. (didn't bother to do 'aligning') maybe some other day when i'm free.
31ways to make a girl happy 1. tell her she's beautiful 2. hold her hand at any moment, even if its just for a sec. 3. hug her from behind 4. leave her voice msgs to wake up to. 5. wrestle with her 6. dun go hang out with yr ex when she's not with you, you might not realise how badly it hurts her. 7. if you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over & hug her, kiss her.. let her know she's yrs and they aren't. 8. write her notes or call her just to say "hi" 9. introduce her to yr friends as yr girlfriend. 10. play with her hair. 11. pick her up (she <3s it) 12. get upset if another guy touches her & she doesn't like it 13. make her laugh 14. let her fall asleep in your arms. 15. if she's mad at you, kiss her. 16. if you care abt her, then TELL HER 17. every guy shld give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), & one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!! & flowers or something occasionally. 18. treat her the same around yr friends as you do when you're alone. 19. look her in the eyes & smile. 20. hang out with her on weekends 21. kiss her in the rain (girls <3 this) 22. kiss her just for the heck of it 23. if you're listening to music, let her listen too. 24. remember her birthday and get her something, even if its simple & inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. 25. when she gives you a present on yr birthday, xmas, or just whenever, take it & tell her you <3 it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.) 26. always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her & makes her think you don't care. so call even if you can only talk for a minute. girls don't necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello. 27. give her what she wants 28. recognize the small things.. they usually mean the most. 29. dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out. 30. hang out with her whenever you are free & you shld be free to hang with yr girlfriend all the time 31. if u care about her...SHOW her!
& off i go to slp. zzzzzzz.
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o8.o5.o6 what does a thread mean to you? this was the qns posed in alw. (appreciating literary works) i replied that it symbolised my mum's <3 for the family. each time anyone needed something that required sewing, mum's the word. she did it all w/o complains. in p1, she was the one who helped shorten my skirt. when my skirt was too short, she was the one who took out the stitches. same cycle in sec sch. in sec2, she helped me with my sewing for home econs. & just two mths back, she helped sew on a button for my work shirt cuz it was missing a button. sighs. yet all along, i took it for granted. i even raised my voice when i felt it was not fast enough, & everything. as i spoke all of these, my voice was wavering. i think i kept blabbering, which is quite a miracle for i hate opening my mouth in class when i dun know my classmates. as the tch went on to the next student, i was struck by the greatness of a mum's <3. i luv mum :D
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o8.o5.o6 me & dear is fine now.. was in our own lil' world when we met up just now :D but i'm sad that some friends are entangled in pain. hurt. all because of their r/s. hope you all cheer up k. i'll lend a listening ear, & even a shoulder to cry on. take care k? and smile..
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o5.o5.o6 nobody knows how its like. sure, point fingers at me. go ahead and blame me AGAIN. stressed at sch. home. work. add bgr, health & family prob. i'm on the verge of breakdown. YAH. life's a bed of roses. i'm worried abt so many things. maybe i can just go to slp & nv wake up again. everyone's happy. me too. no pt living anymore. so overwhelmed with everything but who can i run to? nobody. there's no one i can turn to.
